Please Don't Leave me now!

So last night was probably one of my saddest nights since early May. It was a typical day for me. I went to work, relaxed, did some homework and went to the park. I got a phone call from my best friend Diana earlier in the day asking me if I wanted to go out with her later on. We made plans to meet up and  go out and do what we girls do best: "RAGE"!  and our personal favorite "ZONETIME"!

RAGE- a time when Natalie and Diana go out and let loose and enjoy themselves. Whether it be: going to Boston and walk around making new friends, shopping, chilling at one of our houses, eating at the Cheesecake Factory, going out to the night clubs etc.

When I got to her house we chilled for a bit and its great because Diana and I dont need to say a word and we can tell whats going on and each others mood. Its fairly interesting and creepy at the same time. In the short time that we have been friends (4 months) we have learned everything about each other, I can say that Diana is one of two people in Boston who knows me so well. I know, I know... you are thinking to yourselves; this girl is crazy. She has only known Diana for four months and they think they are that close? But we are. We can tell each other anything and its scary how much we are right on the ball if we take a guess as to what is going on in each others lives. Its shocking that i didn't see what was coming next; this could have ended the Saga of Natalie and Diana...

When I left her place she called me and told me that there was some trouble in paradise. There was some news that had freaked her out and she didn't want to tell me because she knew that it would freak me out. Well guess what, I am now freaking out! She told me how there were some things going on at her work and there was a possibility that she might have to be relocated. What? Time out. I cant hear this right now. My best friend, really; one of the few things I have in Boston could now be gone? It wasn't fair, I just had a friend come into my life and just like that she is getting taken away? Who can I lodge a formal complaint to?


I felt like someone just knocked the wind out of me, This is disastrous, I wanted to pull over on the side of the highway and get some air because the thought of loosing a friend so close to me. Just like those castles in the sky;  they make me realize that reality hurts. Where is my happily Ever after?
What happens when someone who has had such an impact in your life just disappears? It's a shock.